This morning a local church
leader challenged those listening to reflect on their strengths, the things that
they did well. He went on to ask everyone to reflect on the things that bring
us closer to God. However, my ears tuned out at that point, and I listened more
to what my heart was saying. The parable of the talents came to mind,
especially the poignant conclusion: “For unto every one that hath shall be
given, and he shall have abundance; but from him that hath not shall be taken
away even that which he hath” (Matthew 25:29).
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| (taken from https://thescribblingssite.wordpress.com) |
As I have noted on prior
occasions, I do not feel like I have many strengths. I am just the
Joe-of-all-trades, master of none—the quintessential Average Joe. Perhaps,
instead of five talents, or two, or even one, I was given a couple of farthings
or pennies, to carry on the Biblical metaphor. Regardless, I do not want to be
the unprofitable servant. I have been given a few gifts, and I need to do
better at improving those talents. I can’t squander what I have been given, or
else it will be taken away.
I feel a little like the saints
under more modern day condemnation—“But with some I am not well pleased, for
they will not open their mouths, but they hide the talent which I have given
unto them, because of the fear of man. Wo unto such for mine anger is kindled
against them….Thou shalt not idle away thy time, neither shalt thou bury thy
talent that it may not be known” (Doctrine & Covenants 60: 2, 13). My "talent" has been hidden for a while.
Now, I am not saying that I am
going to be struck by lightning (I hope) any time soon, but consider this my
call to repentance. “Why?” you ask.
Lately I have not been writing.
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And as my good friend Melissa
pointed out to me again the other day, if you teach writing, you should write
also. A sermon I have not been practicing lately. (Gulp.)
I teach writing (Composition I
and II at BU), but I have not been writing. You may have noticed this, as I
have not been posting anything.
So I’m calling myself on the
proverbial carpet. Forgive me. I need to write more. As I am well aware, only
writing produces text. My doctoral chair pointed out that simple truth as I
began my dissertation, and I often impart its wisdom to my students, but every
once in a while, like right now, I need to apply it myself.
It’s not that I haven’t thought
about writing—I have. A lot. I just haven’t done much about it. And I'm not going to pass off my laziness or fear or whatever my problem is on simple writer's block.
Here and
now, I declare that I will no longer squander my talents, as meager as they
are. I am going to write more. I am going to share more. I am going to bother
you more with my writing, about my writing, and perhaps even in my writing.
With some luck and determination
I might actually turn my penny into a talent.
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| (borrowed from Bill Watterson) |
